Drained
- Randi Stewart
- May 2
- 2 min read
In the depths of my mind, a tempest does brew,
A whirlwind of worries, both old and anew.
Each heartbeat a hammer, each thought like a weight,
I’m tethered to shadows, entrapped by my fate.
My skin feels electric, a taut wire, a spark,
As the day stretches long, plunging deep into dark.
The clock ticks relentlessly, each second a tie,
Binding me tighter, as time slips on by.
My breath comes in gasps, a thief in the night,
Stealing calm moments, surrendering flight.
The layers of tension wrap round like a noose,
In this cycle of chaos, I find no excuse.
With every decision, a mountain appears,
Mountains of doubt, nurtured by fears.
The smile that’s painted feels fragile and thin,
A mask that conceals the turmoil within.
My muscles are burdened, they ache and respond,
To the weight of my thoughts, like a siren’s sweet song.
I move through the world, though my spirit feels frail,
In a race against time, I am bound to derail.
Yet, in the suffocating grip of this strain,
There flickers a whisper, a soft voice through pain.
“Pause for a moment,” it gently implores,
“To breathe in the stillness, to open some doors.”
So I close my weary eyes, shut out the loud,
And sink into silence, away from the crowd.
With each measured breath, I reclaim a lost piece,
A fragment of solace, a moment of peace.
I feel the ground steady beneath my fraught feet,
The pulse of the earth brings a rhythm so sweet.
For though stress may persist like an unwelcomed guest,
I am more than my burdens; I can rise from the rest.
So I gather my strength, piece together my core,
With resilience embedded, I’ll settle the score.
In honoring struggle, I bend, but I won’t break,
For beyond all the tension, there’s a world to awake.
I’ll embrace every challenge, let it mold me anew,
Transforming my anguish to something that’s true.
For in life’s swirling dance, both the high and the low,
I discover my power, and allow myself to grow.

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