Dark Times

Lying awake,

Looking around.

Thinking,

Please just go away,

I don't want to think.

I don't want to feel,

Feel this feeling.

Why are you bothering me?

These thoughts.

I just want them to go,

Just go away.

Far away from me.

My mind goes dark,

As i sit here.

And just think,

How would it be?

Without me?

Maybe i shouldn't think,

Think like that anyway.

But what do i do?

My mind gets darker,

The thoughts get worse.

Should i just,

Go to sleep?

Maybe i'll be okay,

In these dark times,

I just wish,

They would go away

Hey there everyone, i know it has been a long very long time since i have posted anything here to my website. i had been having trouble logging on. almost like i was locked out for some reason. or more or less it just wouldn't really load up the page. mind you i'm on freaking Wi-Fi lol so like seriously wix get it together man!

but anyway's... this poem right here honestly are my thoughts speaking out loud. honestly i was a bit skeptical on posting this or not because i don't want to be judged on what really goes through my head a lot. because honestly it's an every night thing. yeah there are some i do talk to, to ease my mind at least. one person in particular stayed up just to talk to me for a little bit while i was having one of my rough nights and i seriously appreciate him for listening to me. So, shout out to my really good friend Kyle for being there when it was a really bad time. i appreciate u a lot more than ya think !

With that being said, i hope you all like this here poem. don't be afraid to reach out and talk to someone.

Enjoy!