Going Down

Feeling weak,

Falling to my knees.

Feeling the pressure,

Wanting to give in.

But i can't,

I need to keep going.

Pushing through,

I can feel it intensifying.

The pain,

Radiating through me.

I can't stand,

So i must fall.

As much as i want,

To stand tall,

I can no longer.

So i shall fall,

I've lost this one.

But here i am,

Still trying to push through.

I am down now,

But i shall rise up again.

I can feel my world crashing,

Even going down.

But i shall not give in,

I shall try again.

Hey everyone, so the title of this one is a bit odd i know. but this stems from an incident that happened to me today while i was at bowling. my first game i was feeling great wasn't bowling too bad but then it happened. threw my last ball and i felt a pop in my back. then i felt pain from the middle to all across my back. i literally could not move for a second, i started to walk and the pain just got worse and worse. i must have pulled something. i pushed myself to get through the second game, but the third i just couldn't do it. i was suffering pretty bad. i try not to cry in front of people but today i was balling my eyes out. when i even called off of work because of how bad this pain is in my back. i have never felt pain like this ever. when i got home i tried a hot epsom salt bath to try and ease the pain in my back. that didn't really help to much. so that's when i tried deep heating lotion on my back. that's not really helping to much. so as of right now as i type i'm trying my best to be comfortable and sit on my bed hunched because i can't sit up straight. i'm up set at how things happened today, but i will remain humble and try my best to heal. hopefully you all like this one here.. thank you