In My Head

Looking to the sky,

Thinking why.

Wondering why,

Why can't i escape.

I feel things,

But can't understand.

What is this,

Do i want this?

So many questions,

In my head.

To many thoughts,

Rolling around,

In my head.

I can't handle it all,

Not at once.

I just want to think,

Think clearly.

But everything,

Is so dam cloudy.

So many storms,

As the thunder,

And the lightning,

Strike.

Causing myself,

To break.

Breaking down,

Crumbling to pieces.

Trying to pick myself up,

Yet i'm stuck,

Stuck in my head.

Wanting to escape,

But the thoughts haunt me.

Yet i shall never,

Harm me.

Hey what is up everyone! so i am trying to stay as consistent as i can with posting my poetry. some days i'm up for it others i'm just really not. i'm a lot more down on myself really. hence the title of this poem, in my head. some days i just really want to escape the horrible things that are in my head but i just can't. so i try my best to endure the pain really. depression is the worst thing that could have ever happened to me. i won't let it define me though, i'll keep on fighting through depression until the day that i die. believe that one.