Over It

Thinking to myself,

Why get worked up.

Why feel sad,

I should be happy.

I feel sad,

When i should,

Be happy.

It's hard,

To smile.

I feel numb,

I should feel something.

Yet i feel nothing,

Nothing good anyway.

What i do feel,

Is no good.

I put up my hood,

And walk away.

Walking away,

From the heartache,

And the pain.

I'm over it,

Over it now.

Over feeling down,

Over feeling sad.

Over feeling hurt,

I'm Just over it.

Hey to my loyal and awesome readers! sorry i took a day or two to write anything. just hit a big bump in the depression road. i'd rather not go in to detail on why or what happened to trigger any of this. trying to keep positive thoughts alive in my head. but i have been seriously struggling. like it has been bad, i think i cry almost ever day now because i just can't shake this emotional feeling. and it sucks i can't talk to the one person i really want to right now because he is no longer here, i know hes looking down on me thinking ''Girl what is you cryin for" it's hard to escape depression fully, i want to i don't want to deal with this anymore than i have been, i'm so over feeling and being sad ya know? i'm completely over it..hopefully you all like this new poem here!