Help Me

Help me,

I'm drowning.

Help me,

I'm frowning.

Life right now,

Is slowly dying.

Looking in to the mirror,

You'd think to see beauty.

Yet i myself,

Do not.

Help me,

To see the beauty

In me.

Dear god,

Please forgive me.

For i,

Am not loving me.

Oh please,

Just help me.

Help me to see,

To see the real beauty.

To look in the mirror,

And to see myself.

To be able to smile,

At the beauty,

That is me.

I am helping me,

To see me.

The real beauty,

Inside of me.

Even on the outside,

I am beauty.

I am me.

Hey everyone!!! i seriously would like to thank you for all being so patient with me ! i have been really busy with daily work life honestly.. i almost had forgotten about my blog for a moment, but mostly i haven't been to motivated to do much at all. to some who may not know, i have been a bit sick lately. once i started to get better something else decided to start. hence what this poem is a bit about. i developed these red blotchy spots all over my body. i don't know what really caused this to happen. i went to the hospital for it. they said i had a rash thats it. like ok? what can make this go away ya know? so i ultimately ended up going to see my new primary doctor. and he diagnosed it as Pityriasis Rosea. a harmless rash that can last up to 4-6 weeks to even months. there isn't really a treatment for it. so all i can really do is take some benadryl for the itching or to take an oatmeal bath. but anyways...these red blotchy spots have made me not feel myself at all like i don't feel pretty honestly. at all, its really embarrassing. but i have great friends and family who try to tell me different...no matter what goes on in life always remember you are beautiful.