My Feelings

Being alone,

Trapped in my thoughts.

Crying like i'm dying,

Wishing it would stop.

The room gets darker,

As do the thoughts.

The darker,

The evil.

My feelings,

What are those?

They stay getting hurt,

So why feel.

I don't think i can,

i'll just put a ban on them.

The feelings,

Inside and out.

I'm hurt,

I'm lost.

I can't escape,

The thought to feel.

I don't want,

To feel it.

The hurt and pain,

Pretty much the same thing.

So i take these words,

Say them more than once.

I am human,

Humans can feel.

They have the right to,

As for i am human,

And in my feelings.

Hey y'all back here with another new poem honestly the title obviously says it all. i'm in my feelings i guess. no i haven't been heartbroken or anything recently. its jut honestly being depressed has me feeling every single emotion every damn day and i hate it. i can never escape the thoughts anymore, even being on depression medication i feel no different. happy one minute then the next minute crying for no reason at all, just the smallest thought can have me upset. depression seriously sucks you guys. it is hard to talk about it sometimes because some others may think i talk about it for attention, when no. hell the fuck no i talk about it in hopes to try and make myself feel better understand what i'm saying? well i hope so..