Fight

Laying there,

Crying in defeat.

Pain,

Rolling through.

My body,

Is weak.

I'm at the peak,

My heart is weak.

All i do,

Is weep.

I rise up,

With my head up.

Looking up,

To the sky.

As the words come out,

I'm not ready.

Not ready to say it,

To say goodbye.

So as i rise,

Higher and higher.

I must stay alive,

I must strive.

For the better,

And the blessings to come.

More tears fall,

As my heart aches.

I'll do,

Whatever it takes,

To feel happy again.

I am down now,

But not for long.

I will rise again,

And i shall stay.

Not in the dark,

But in the light.

I will fight,

For me.

Focus on me,

And fight for the will,

To live on.

Pain free,

And happy me.

Hey everyone! i know i haven't been as consistent as i promised i would be. but please forgive me, for everyday i am fighting a battle of depression that i just can't seem to escape. not even my own mind can. the topic of this poem is fairly self explanatory. the title fight, is literally what i do every single day. some days i really just don't want to get out of bed. then honestly there was one day where i wanted to just say the heck with it and end it all...i was hesitant in sharing that part with yous, but i feel that if maybe i talk about it maybe i can process things and overcome them more easily. i am fighting everyday to be happy when really i am the most saddest person i just don't show it. but i have some of the most amazing friends to help me get through the roughest times. even my mom and dad, they are always there for me. keep on fighting, never let depression win over you.!