I Wish

I wish,

For a lot.

In life anyways.

Most of all,

I wish for you.

You to be real,

Be honest with me.

I wish,

For the truth.

I wish for love.

What am i thinking?

That's wishful,

Thinking.

I wish,

To not feel anymore.

I don't wan't to,

I wish not to.

I wish i wish,

That all you hear.

Can it come true?

My wish?

Only time will tell.

I wish for time,

To tell me.

Or even show me.

I wish to not feel,

No more.

I'm done with hurt.

I would rather,

Feel numb.

I wish for it,

To go away,

Go away pain.

I just wish,

That's all i shall say.

I wish.

So when you guys are going to first read this, your going to think that i just went through a terrible break up or something. but no, i didn't. i honestly just don't want to feel certain feelings anymore, because when i do, i get hurt in the end. even when it might just be a friendship or even attempting to tell the guy i like, that i like them. sometimes when i tell people i like them they completely back off from me. so that's why i never voice my feelings for anyone anymore. i'm tired of feeling hurt, or rejected all of the time. So really i wish to not feel anymore. but i'm like the rest of you, i am human, so the feelings of hurt and anything else i can't just ignore it. even as much as i would really love to i just can't. y'all just don't understand i have been hurt so many times in my life i really don't know who is real anymore. are you? hmm..