A Sound

A sound,

It can be oh so sweet.

But it has you beat,

So take a seat.

Sit back and listen.

What is that sound?

Is it sweet?

It's hard to tell.

So listen more,

Your getting to the core.

It is getting louder,

Its getting more clearer.

That sound,

It's one of a kind.

It's a whisper,

It's yet so soft.

Is it a familiar sound?

Listen more,

The sound starts to fade.

Don't let it,

Listen harder.

It's fading faster,

Soon it's gone.

You continue to listen,

Hoping to hear that sound,

Once again.

But it's gone.

that once sweet sound,

Is gone.

You ever just sit down and start hearing just a random noise? well maybe not exactly a noise. but a sound? and your just wondering what in the heck could it mean. or the main question is, what the heck is that? know what i'm saying? That sound or noise you hear can come as often as it would like. Me when i hear this sound, its a voice. i wish it would stay when i hear it, but i only hear it when i'm really feeling down. it's the sound of my best friend nick's voice. telling me that everything will be alright. stop worrying i'll get through it, all though i try to take his words to heart it doesn't really work, things may seem OK in my life but eh, to me it's really not, don't get me wrong i have wonderful family, a few great friends. but there is just still something that is really missing, but i can't put my finger on it. wishing i could hear the sound of my friends voice every day is definitely wishful thinking, but anytime i do miss him that much i just watch old videos that i have of him. it numbs the pain for a minute, but then it starts to hurt again. that pain from losing him has damaged my heart so bad. that it is hard to attach to a friend like i did with him. but i keep the sound of his voice tucked into my head, so that when i need his words of advice or wisdom, that is all i hear. that sweet sound.