Hole

This deep pain,

I feel it in my chest.

It's unbearable,

My heart is broken.

I hate love,

The idea of it is bliss,

The feeling is great.

But once broken,

The pain begins.

I was loyal,

Honest,

And trustworthy.

What did i do?

For you to give me this hurt.

I loved you,

But all you know is play.

With hearts.

You've shattered mine.

I was devoted to you,

I loved you.

But you left something,

A gaping hole,

In my heart.

You once did fill it,

But now,

You've made the hole deeper.

Deeper the hurt,

The painful the break.

This poem here, is from 2 years ago. i experienced a pretty bad break up honestly. well not much of a break up because i can't say that me and that person where ever really dating. yeah, we did like each other a lot, but there was just something that was separating the feelings i guess. basically this person hurt me more than anyone ever has, i'm doing well now just concentrating on me and myself. one thing i have learned from this experience is learn who your getting close to before you let your guard down. i have now since forgiven that person but we no longer speak. never go on in life hating someone for something like this, learn to forgive but never forget. move on and you will heal.