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I feel it through me.
Not the best,
Definitely not,
The greatest.
whats on my mind?
A lot.
Will i be here?
today, tomorrow.
Next month, next year.
I don't know.
Only they know,
My mind fills.
With worry,
I feel the pain.
All over me,
My head,
My chest,
All over.
Think positive they say.
But i worry,
What will happen.
If it is so.
The same question,
Comes to mind.
Will i be here?
Today or tomorrow?
Next month, or year?
I'm scared.
All i do i worry.
I try not to,
Wish everyone,
Would understand.
I know its hard to,
But its hard for me to.
When i feel this pain,
I worry.
The meaning behind this poem could be aimed at a lot of daily things, but this poem i wrote this when my life could have changed forever. i was given the news that i could have very well possible have cervical cancer. they did biopsies and everything just to be sure, the waiting process for these results worried me the most. hence the questions i asked in the poem. i wont lie, i was honestly scared. but thankfully those results did come out benign. but i'm still at risk the doctors say. so ill always have worry on my mind.